There is something about your life
that you just flat out don't understand,
what is it?
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007
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I don't understand how or why I manage to draw so many crazy, mean, manipulative, power-mad, untrustworthy people into my life! What is it I'm supposed to learn that I haven't figured out? Or is it just that they need to meet me? (Doubtful!) I feel like I'm a really good person and every time somebody stabs me in the back I'm always surprised and shocked and very rarely see it coming! I try not to be too trusting, but at the same time I don't want to become cynical and suspicious all the time!
I don't understand how or why it is that I cannot just "get over myself" and enjoy my life. My life is not that bad. I have stress and issues over money... yes. But why can't I just deal with them and get on with it? I get lonely and isolated... yes. But why can't I just enjoy my quiet house, and then go out and enjoy my friends more often? And no, my life isn't turning out how I had envisioned.. but whose does? And so what? It's not that bad. Why do I have to drag through the days filled with angst and grief and resistance? For one thing, what do I really have to be angsted and grieved about? And as to the resistance.. what is it really a resistance to? happiness? aging? being alive? I don't get it.
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