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I don't know who my own personal authority is... I'll have to think about that one for a while.. but I do know that whenever I am confronted with authourity, I immediately question it.
Ich weiss nicht? Seriously, I suppose my personal authority is my conscience. I have leaders but I know that it is ultimately me that makes the choice. I often feel like the bloke on amimal house with his 2 voices often speaking to him. When I go with the right choice, I wonder if the devil in me will yell at me, "U homo!" but then I feel so much better not giving into my devilish authority!
I guess this is one of my biggest problems right now. I want someone to tell me what to do, and I want someone to make me do whatever that is, and if anyone were to tell me what to do I would immediately question it and I seriously doubt if anyone could make me do anything at this point in my life.. so.. it's a catch 22.
I really am wanting some sort of "higher authority" ... something to cling to, to trust in, to abide by... and at the same time, I continuously doubt and question every thing, trust in nothing, and cling to all my "shit"...
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I don't know who my own personal authority is... I'll have to think about that one for a while.. but I do know that whenever I am confronted with authourity, I immediately question it.
Ich weiss nicht? Seriously, I suppose my personal authority is my conscience. I have leaders but I know that it is ultimately me that makes the choice.
I often feel like the bloke on amimal house with his 2 voices often speaking to him.
When I go with the right choice, I wonder if the devil in me will yell at me,
"U homo!"
but then I feel so much better not giving into my devilish authority!
I guess this is one of my biggest problems right now. I want someone to tell me what to do, and I want someone to make me do whatever that is, and if anyone were to tell me what to do I would immediately question it and I seriously doubt if anyone could make me do anything at this point in my life.. so.. it's a catch 22.
I really am wanting some sort of "higher authority" ... something to cling to, to trust in, to abide by... and at the same time, I continuously doubt and question every thing, trust in nothing, and cling to all my "shit"...
bleah!!!
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